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roverl0616 · 05-31-2021, 08:26 AM

None of us are ready for recovery, but It has to begin sometime. Waiting to be ready and we'll end up dead. A strange series of events led me to recovery, from there I had to choose it all happened so fast and I wasn't ready for any of it to happen. I thought maybe I could wrestle a little more fun out of my drinking. What I didn't know was that I was done, had been done for a long time. There was no more fun, it was just the unrelenting having to be drunk all the time, and this was really messing up any life I was trying to put together. We're all a lot closer to death then I realize, when out of control recovery presents itself to us, and we all have to choose. Make clear we are choosing to change, or go on to the bitter end. I choose to change, but many don't and I've seen the end for some of them, and it's awful to watch. This thing relentlessly and it is determined to kill us.

05-31-2021, 08:26 AM	#1
roverl0616 Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2014 Location: Cosmos Posts: 749	Has To Begin Sometime None of us are ready for recovery, but It has to begin sometime. Waiting to be ready and we'll end up dead. A strange series of events led me to recovery, from there I had to choose it all happened so fast and I wasn't ready for any of it to happen. I thought maybe I could wrestle a little more fun out of my drinking. What I didn't know was that I was done, had been done for a long time. There was no more fun, it was just the unrelenting having to be drunk all the time, and this was really messing up any life I was trying to put together. We're all a lot closer to death then I realize, when out of control recovery presents itself to us, and we all have to choose. Make clear we are choosing to change, or go on to the bitter end. I choose to change, but many don't and I've seen the end for some of them, and it's awful to watch. This thing relentlessly and it is determined to kill us.