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eddiem · 01-23-2014, 04:02 PM

I knew I had a problem but never wanted to admit because I did not want to change. I now totally acknowledge I have a drinking problem and I am an alcoholic. The worst is I am a functional alcoholic making me feel nothing is wrong. Truth be told I am sick and need help. I am willing to stop. I am willing to seek help. Eddie M

MajestyJo · 01-23-2014, 04:47 PM

Welcome and thank you for sharing Eddie. I can identify, I too was a functional drunk and always pointed the finger at them. Then I realized, if I was with them, matched them drink for drink, and they were alcoholic, what makes me think I am different, just because I can walk a straight line. Self honesty is not easy.

Hope you will continue to come and share your journey with us.

LookingOut · 01-24-2014, 02:15 PM

Welcome, Eddiem. I was a functional drinker, too. Been in and out for many years. I am now taking a course called New Wine at www.settingcaptivesfree.com and it's helping me immensely. You can also get help at Celebrate Recovery and/or AA meetings. Hope you keep coming back! There is hope!

01-23-2014, 04:02 PM	#1
eddiem Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2014 Posts: 2	I am now real I knew I had a problem but never wanted to admit because I did not want to change. I now totally acknowledge I have a drinking problem and I am an alcoholic. The worst is I am a functional alcoholic making me feel nothing is wrong. Truth be told I am sick and need help. I am willing to stop. I am willing to seek help. Eddie M

01-23-2014, 04:47 PM	#2
MajestyJo Super Moderator Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: Hamilton, ON Posts: 25,078	Welcome and thank you for sharing Eddie. I can identify, I too was a functional drunk and always pointed the finger at them. Then I realized, if I was with them, matched them drink for drink, and they were alcoholic, what makes me think I am different, just because I can walk a straight line. Self honesty is not easy. Hope you will continue to come and share your journey with us. __________________ Love always, Jo I share because I care.

01-24-2014, 02:15 PM	#3
LookingOut Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: Western PA Posts: 1,160	Welcome, Eddiem. I was a functional drinker, too. Been in and out for many years. I am now taking a course called New Wine at www.settingcaptivesfree.com and it's helping me immensely. You can also get help at Celebrate Recovery and/or AA meetings. Hope you keep coming back! There is hope! __________________ 3/9/2015

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