I was always making things worse by wanting to make things better. There's nothing wrong with wanting to make things better, it's just the way we go about doing it when we're still drinking. I thought that if I was to ignore that I was anxious and selfish about something that everyone else would do the same thing, they didn't and for that reason and many more I was always at odds with everyone. I knew this but for the life of me I couldn't figure out why. Recovery has solved this, and many more of my problems. It's a simple program but not always easy to follow. The program never fails at making it better for anyone who follows it's suggestions. If I could have found an easier way then this one I would have taken it, but everything I had tried before didn't work and I was always making things worse.