Part Two of Step One

[MajestyJo]

My life is unmanageable, when I find myself robbing Peter to pay Paul. Those partial payments, living beyond our means. Getting money that is already spent. My disease tells me I am just F.I.N.E. (frustrated, insecure, neurotic, and emotional/enjoying it), when in truth, I may not have picked up a drink, I may have detached from my A, and when I take an honest look at myself, I find I am using things like food, work, service, gambling and other things, to take me out of myself. I don't want to look at me, so best I focus on you. All substance lead to the same soul sickness.

Not staying in today, but projecting into tomorrow (which never comes) and/or looking over our shoulder, and instead of detaching, wallowing in it, and carry the extra burden instead of letting go and letting God.