Introduce Yourself

[falcon13]

Hello,
I'm so glad you all are here. I found this site several months ago when I was looking for Daily Readings but this is my first post. My name is Kathi, from Tampa, FL, and I am a chronic relapser

I manage to get 9 mos, a year, even a little over a year, and then I blow it by using. In fact, I just relapsed, and just got out of jail, AGAIN, after nearly 10 mos clean.

So, here I go again. Trying to get back on track. I used to be so hopeful for another chance, confident that this time, I would get it right. Not feeling confident though this time. I have faith in God, but not in myself. Oh, I'm good for at least another 9 mos to a year or so, but I'm sure I will screw everything up. That's what I always do. I don't like being negative but that's my reality.

In the meantime, I am committing myself to recovery and grateful for yet another chance. Thanks for being here.