Let Jesus into your life

[MajestyJo]

Did this when I was 10 years old and rededicated my life to God at 18. It didn't stop me from becoming an alcoholic or an addict. It wasn't until I came into the Fellowship(s) at 49, that I found the spiritual aspect of my disease, that I could stop and stay stopped.

I taught Sunday School, and it wasn't until much later in life, that I found that my problem was that I hadn't build a relationship with that Spirit, and had to erase the slate and start again on a spiritual quest for enlightenment and what my God wanted for me, not what everyone else told me I should do.

I always knew that Jesus loved me and one of my favourite songs is "Because He Lives," and yet when I looked at my life, I found doubt, not only in my understanding of God but in myself as a human being. I was told that God didn't make no junk and reminded that I was a child in His Care. I had to make God personal and not just accept other people's perception or thoughts, I need to get to know my God and His will for me.