Feeling Less Than Spiritual

[MajestyJo]

Told a sponsee one time, "So be angry at God, He has big shoulders." He is willing to forgive and willing to talk to you, even if you are a little ticked off at Him and asking, "Why?"

I was told it was okay to not pray, if it isn't from the heart, it won't go far any way. It is another of those times that I had to pray for the willingness to be willing.

Just because I pull on the blanket of denial, hide behind masks and glasses be they pink or black, it may be a mental block, but deep down, I know my God is there, just waiting for me to reach out to Him.

Spirituality for me is giving and forgiving, loving self and others, and looking at the person not the act. We are all in our own dis-ease, whatever that may be. Spirituality to me, means no longer acting out in that disease instead of applying and walking the program of recovery.